hey anon (:
wow okay, hard question. I guess to a certain extent, your first love is the one you give yourself entirely to. That little girl in you that still believes in true love that lasts forever, happy endings, cliche moments and that perfect relationship full of laughter and happiness that never dies. You give that part to your first love, and you never really get it back.
Quite obviously, that first love didn’t last forever like we thought we would, and I guess with every failed/unrequited we get a little more broken, a little more scarred, a little more untrusting. So yeah, I think your first love always stays with you cos he’ll always own that small part of you that believed in everything. You’ll always have this soft spot for that person you first fell hopelessly in love with and you’ll always remember him, well for me anyway.
I hope that made sense? haha I’m not really good at this thing am I? And honestly I think I can’t answer that question, cos it differs for everyone. But for me, I think so (: why? btw come off anon! I can reply you privately if you prefer.
Does that make sense? I’m not really good at explaining this (: ahaha.